The Art of Poetry No. 83
“Until recently, I thought ‘occasional poetry’ meant that you wrote only occasionally.”
Billy Collins was born in New York City in 1941. He served as the United States Poet Laureate from 2001–03 and the New York State Poet Laureate from 2004–06. He has additionally received fellowships from the New York Foundation for the Arts, the Guggenheim Foundation, and the National Endowment for the Arts. Collins is beloved for the accessibility and humor of his poetry, offering companionable yet profound meditations on the familiar and mundane. His thirteen collections include Pokerface (1977), Questions about Angels (1991), Picnic, Lightning (1998), The Trouble with Poetry and Other Poems (2007), and The Rain in Portugal (2016). Collins is professor emeritus at Lehman College and lives in Somers, New York.
“Until recently, I thought ‘occasional poetry’ meant that you wrote only occasionally.”
Either they just die
or they get sick and die of the sickness
or they get sick, recover, then die of something else,
or they get sick, appear to recover,
then die of the same thing,
the sickness coming back
to take another bite out of you
in the forest of your final hours.
Everything is fine—
the first bits of sun are on
the yellow flowers behind the low wall,
Suddenly, you were planting some yellow petunias
outside in the garden,
and suddenly I was in the study
I am trying to imagine that I am someone else,
a grocer, an aerialist,
a young viola player who travels
around the country in a bus full of musicians,
This is the only reality, wrote Sartre,
this public garden and its gravel paths
dappled with sunlight
The one resting now on a plant stem
somewhere deep in the vine-hung
interior of South America
It is possible to be struck by a meteor
or a single-engine plane
while reading in a chair at home.
As far as mental anguish goes,
the old painters were no fools.
They understood how the mind,
The whole idea of it makes me feel
like I’m coming down with something,
something worse than any stomach ache
It’s a story as famous as the three little pigs:
one evening a man says he is going out for cigarettes,
closes the door behind him and is never heard from again,
Two muscle men stand face to face
in a large field and begin an Olympic insult contest.
The sky is blue and gold like a Swedish flag
The dog is seated by the victrola
listening, head cocked
to the voice of his master
I wish my head to appear perfectly round
and since the canvas should be of epic dimensions,
please trace the circle with a frisbee,